I'm so tired. I need to be alone, I need to learn how to be independent and stronger. Stronger to face all those problems myself, not relying on anybody.

Due to all those problems, I'm making my family, friends and love one suffering.

I hate you, not because I dislike you. In fact, I still do love you.
But I cant always rely on you.

I'm so confuse. Nobody will understand.
I don't need anything. I just want to study in peace and graduate.
I'm tired. Mentally, physically everything.
I think I'm dying.

Sometimes I really don't know what to do, who to trust, who to whine to.
I'm really dying.



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